my dayzz my dreamzz
Saturday, April 29th, 2006erm….. wat?? i cant fill in d color wording e…haiz….so my words al blackie..yer… my short holidays will b ended very soon lo..tuesday start my exhausting skuling again lo..but my holiday assg not yet fin leh..stil got 7 pcs ler..can die lo..ish~~
actuali in dis holiday i’ve been lazy 4 so long edi oo..avday jz sit infront of d tv n watch non stop..a seriously couch potato.herm…actuali is wasting all my time to d tv program..but no choice ler..if dun watch enuf enuf..i think i dun hv d time n chance to watch when im skuling. sad …sigh~~~
recently..i hv ended my relationship with sean. i feel so sorry to him cuz dis all my fault..i tot i can love him with a free heart n mind..but after i getting with him..i oni realized im stil missing j****r. i oni know he is occupying my heart 4 dis 2 yrs.i know im so stupid 4 loving some1 dat r belongs to ppl.some1 who dun k n love me at all.. but i think love matter reali is an unlogical n irrational things.but is oso a magical n wonderful relationship in dis world.
although i know thr is 0 % 4 me to get along with him again … but i reali wish he can live his life happily n healthily… wish him he can hv a gd career n future since he reali is a smart guy.i know he can do it.
besides..i oso wan to wish sean hv a gd future…n i know he 100% can do it..be a gd doctor to av1.n wish him he can get a gd partner.n i hv to apologise to him 4 wat i hv done to him..i know is reali unfair..sorry…
i hope i oso wil success in my studies cuz i hope i can hv a gd job after i graduated n can earn money 4 myself n my family . i wish i can hv my own happy family with my hubby n a cute daughter–chloe.
more…i reali hope i can study fashion design.dis is my dream since i was a small kid.herm.if avthing can b realised,i think im d most beautiful n happy little lady in d world..
