PiNk LOvEr

it has been almost 1 week ++ i din write sth new rite here.in these days..i think alot of stuff.alot of things keep on  flashing on my mind. erm..i os oduno wat to do..but overall my life is so far so gd le..quite happy actuali.

hehe..today i jz went to sing k wit my fren.friday noon.hahaha..damn syok .even though jz 4 ppl,,but reali sing non stop..hehehe..so long air.jz sing n sing n sing..hehehewat song oso sing..no voice jo la.i love to sing k especially when i was abit free..cuz it makes me happy n get along wif my fren..expressing feelings thru d song. so far not yet sing til cry la.wahahah..dun hv so kua jiong.

for the most important thing…2 weeks later i wil enter my major course.actuali i got abit nervous cuz it is a new life for me.a path dat i used to replace my dream(fashion design) illuistration is my major course though.i hope i wont regret wat i choose now.cuz i oledi wasted 2 yrs of time in tarc..

However..when i was studying in tarc..i gain alot..especially some frenship dat i used to appreciate very much.missing al my frens over thr.hope they r doing well. n i got a sweet n yet bitter memory for 5 months in tarc.even though it was a tough relationship..but i reali reali appreciated dis 5 months of time. n bcuz of dis ..i lost my biggest smile.i lost my rationality. but now i’m ready to let go dis stupid feelings.for dis time.i think i reali reali "sam tam"  it reali hurts me so much..deep n big hole in my heart. but all dis suffocation its my own responsibility.it’s all bcuz im stil loving him stupidly after v had broken up for 2 yrs ago.

haih……watever in d future cums along… im stil face it bravely n i wont be beaten down. cuz i strongly bliv dat no1 can help us if v r too weak to help ourselves. i know its hard.but i gota do it.. n i got my family n frens to cheer me up..giving me happiness… my life now jz perfect…thanks mummy n daddy..thanks to my fren who advise me..listen my complain n bla bla bla..im feel comfortable .

ok la…i think i gota stop here…bye bye… cheersszzz

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