PiNk LOvEr

its a rainy sunday..as usual, wake up at 11am, brush teeth n take my breakfast. on9 …stare on d screen n dreaming, fatt ngau dao… to waste d time..to pass those time.. i hope avday oso can pass faster so dat avday can end faster.. …

today, i am so depressed. i try to tok wif my frens. d 3 poor frens..i keep on bla bla bla n bla my probs to them..to make myself feel i am not neglected, to make myself more comfortable. pouring out all of d shit is kinda daily routine 4 me. whether to myself to my frens or my family. however, das 1 thing 4 sure, i wil not tears infront of them.

thanks ms purple, ms xiao jing n mr lex..for comforting me n try to make me laugh.. so much appreciated. but den i knw, d final decision is on my hand. n i decided to put it away n protect myself 4 harm.i am so much better right now, i hope u guys especially xiao jing oso wil be fine … … lets fight ..ok?

erm…time to wake up n do my assg… hv to force myself back to d reality..neva looking back, neva regret n neva n ever get into d deep sea again.. i dun wan to drown anymore.pls… … i am so tired ..dun hv to struggle anymore.. i wil be fine. very soon, hopefully .

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