t i m e
oops… … it has been a week..my mood stil on n off..skul day is so much better den staying alone at home.at least i c my fren, wif jokes around,full of hectic stuff,full of programs, eat, swim,meeting ppls. crap n hanging around.
wateva happen,my frens r oways thr 4 me…willing to lend me a pair of ears ,a pair of eyes n a pair of hands to listening my troubles,keep watching at me, and helps me to get thru.glad dat im having lovable frens.thank you!!!
although im not fully recovered, as u guys know, tears is d best mate and a kind of expression when im feeling not right at all, when im moody.tears, maybe it start to roll down when my heart feels d pain,when my mind is full of those words dat used to make me happy n touched.when i am seriously missing him..missing his reminder,missing d moments….
honestly, it had already affect my emotion, my studies..it is so bad to me,especialy my studies.its getting lousier n lousier, worse n even d worst .but from 1st november, i promised to myself, fight in it, do my best , nth beat me down and pull me down.i hv to save myself b4 im drown to die.
em, nex monday wil be his 1st working day, hopefully he got a good performance in his company.having good relationship wif colleagues and fantastic moment in his working day.although he is slowly walking out of my attention,absent from my close attention, but he is oways thr to cheer others in his life… …hopefully he got a wonderful career and get his phd … …
gona pen off nw, c u later, guys…hopefull d nex bog im going to write is d happy blog … wishing everyone of u hv a nice day ahead
