PiNk LOvEr

ee…. its my mid term break…ohh~~~ tot it is a lovely 1 week holiday.. erm… but at d end, it turns out a bc n tiring holiday.. oh mama, it kills~~~

i plan to go to saloon, wash my car, clean my room, clean my washroom n go to kino at klcc to grab some books. but it substitute wif whole lots of figures… markers.. n much more… digital realistic.. sigh~~~~ holiday? dun mention it , it is jz a word dat makes me happy b4 d holiday comes.

holiday? jz waiting to my graduation .. i think it is d time 4 me to go on my holiday n enjoy it ~~~hehe, but it falls on sept 2008..hahahaha!!!! be patient … …

here i am . for my new sem.2-3. gone thru ups n down in my previous sem. no comment on it. hehe..

im happy wif my life.. im happy wif avbody dat around me especially family n my frens.wishing avbody is living their life wif their biggest smile .

deep down, theres so much in dilemma..im oways made a decision 4 myself den i wil be quite regret for doing it. i know is reali ridiculous n feel so badly. dats col life … it makes me confusing sumtimes. i know i dun wan to cont n making a barrier in between. wat comes to my mind after i built dat …it left so much question marks n confusing feelings . all mix up togeta.. let it go…theres already an unchangeable fact dat im seeing now… jz to leave a blank corner to cover all those stuff

now….a reborn of me.hehehehe…yippee

good luck to all of my dasein frens thr…. deadlines are queueing up now… n hope dat v wil strive thru all of d obstacles..all of d hard obligations.. i do bliv dat v wil survive n heading to another challenging semester …. all d best for u all n me..may god bless us~

DEADLINE~~~~~~~ all coming so soon…left 2+ weeks, my terrible sem almost gona to end..so fast!!!! a headache. full of stress and exhausted sem going to d end..i almost fall down ..its a lousy period and i did alot of ugly works…i slacked too much…i sleep too much..i talk too much…its gona be fine though….avthing shud come to d end..n i wil be able to enjoy my holiday in taiwan…. eagerly waiting it ..c u soon

hey… so long neva update my blog here..abandoned it too long..hehe~~ wat to write in dis..not clear since im oso blurry ..lack of sleep n rest..make me in 50% conscious.

jz cum in n write sth le.life now is bz wif loads of hw…goin to collapse soon.i need help~~ who wana take a freelance job.?? hw kills me… i wana sleep..i wana go travel wif frens..i wana go travel wif parents.i wan money..i wan shopping..i wan to eat..i wan to enjoy~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

okay.back to reality, i think i hv to gv up some subjects. now…wat i suppose to do is..sailing my boat faster to get all my shitty god damn markering figure done!!!! n pay in efforts in my whole series of ilustration. i pray to u..pls bring me strength n energy~~~ so much needed recently.

There isn’t an easy life for us to encounter …. im tired to say anything.. i lost interest in many ways… as i c guys around me being so competitive…i numbed.. however, dats not my business anyway..jz being myself for who i am… jz doing my things for wat i wished n wat i want. compete wif others? im so sorry to say dat im getting older .. too tired of this…

2nd year 2nd sem commenced….. avthing hv to be back on d track..hv to switch on my machine once again. ooo….back to skul sumtimes oso sien..but sumtimes oso interesting.hehehe…

jz do my best in dis sem as i can la.hope d result wouldn’t be like shit again.hehe…besides of my studies..my life is goin smoothly..having a lovable family…..frens n dear…happy to be wif u guys…c ya..

im back….a happy sarah is coming back.hehehe..im in my holiday how… o ..goin to sleep n sleep n sleep in dis 3 weeks of time.so happy.

recently im wif my dear so poor jo..but v wil make it on d track again rite?..love u much..n reali wana thank u for ur support.. avthing u gave me..doin ur best for me..u r such a wonderful star n sun dat shine on me…make my day bright n full of power….

lazly..hope avthings wil goin smoothly on me..family..dear…frens n avbody as well…..v wil make our world wonderful once again…

finally…. i broke down..finally i’m having d worst sem dat i’ve never had b4.. mentally n physically exhaustion…. finally dats loads of works awaits me n i reali dun hv energy left for them…. laziness kills me ..until now…1st time dat i cried for my skul works…. it pressured me so much until i hv no idea how to cont again…. i wish i got 48 hours per day n have 2 pairs of hands n 2 brains in my body… work like machine….. …..

life now is fine n great..im enjoying my life now… but…oh no, my college performance..recently jz too lazy to do anything oo…cham…abit of nervous oso dun hv le..dim suen hou le??? im so scared dat i wil get 69 total average..i dun wan le..at least 70 above le..dun wan my marks lower den laz sem so much…herm…c how le, i hv no idea to push my self up ledi…let it be..however..enjoying my piggie life now…hahaahah